Goodbye Pee Sticks

Time for me to let go of the pee sticks (and clean off my desk).

4 Weeks, 6 Days Pregnant – Pregnancy Symptoms Disappearing

All my early pregnancy symptoms have completely disappeared – fatigue, nausea, hunger. I think I may still have frequent urination left and it’s the only thing giving me hope right now. (Wow! That’s a weird sentence.)

I know I have to stay positive but it’s so difficult – I just can’t go through another miscarriage.

On the bright side, I POAS again and in addition to a dark test line, the control line is very light. I looked up what that meant and found:

The reason the control line is so light is because your HCG levels are so high that it actually ‘pulls’ color from the control line.

Friday can’t come soon enough! I’m tempted to call my doctor’s office to see if I could move my appointment to today or tomorrow!

Progression Pics

Please Kill Me

POAS: Results Ambiguous

I have no idea how to read my pee stick. At various angles, I can see where the second line would be. I grabbed the stick from yesterday and lo and behold – a second line as well. Now I have no idea if the HCG trigger is causing all these faint positives.

Tomorrow is my official testing day. It’s been a long 12 days since the trigger.

BFN

Oh well. Still early but I have no symptoms except for the slight bout of nausea I had looking at my pee in a cup.

14 DPO – Here We Go Again

My temperature spiking this morning gave Brian and I a lot of hope for a BFP. I POAS on another Gold digital and got a BFN. It just didn’t seem right to me, so I POAS on a regular First Response and immediately saw a faint line. The last time I saw this line was in February when we got pregnant the first time. It’s hard to contain my excitement even though we got a false positive a few days ago on the Dollar Tree test.

I might try to go get blood work done today.

13 DPO

BFN with the new First Response Gold digital test. I just remember sitting on the bathroom floor praying while looking up every few seconds onto the counter to see if the test had finished. Negative. I’ve been super poopy & spacey all day. I keep checking my underwear (as I had been in the past few days) to see if my period had arrived. I was so tired today I left work about 2 hours early and took a 2 hour nap.

Is delirium a sign of pregnancy?

My temperature has dropped twice now and I am still stupidly holding on to the faintest hope that I can still be pregnant this cycle! Now I’m reading all of the stories of women who have gotten their BFPs late.

The spotting has completely stopped now. What was it if it weren’t implantation bleeding? It doesn’t sound like it could be spotting from my period since it’s stopped now.

Help!

11 DPO

I POAS again this morning and got another disappointing BFN. It’s quite hard to bounce back from those BFNs. At that point, I wanted to give up temping, monitoring, OPKing – everything. I don’t know what snapped me out of it – perhaps it was the hope that I could/would get pregnant again.

I stupidly still have hope for this cycle. I’ve been spotting for the last two days and my temperatures have amazingly stayed high. I’m hoping the spotting is implantation bleeding. If my temperatures stay high I might test again on Thursday or Friday (13 dpo or 14 dpo). As these days go by however, there’s less and less of a chance that I get pregnant this cycle.

10 DPO & More Disappointment

I took both a Dollar Tree store test and a First Response test this morning and both were BFNs. I guess the BFP yesterday was a false positive. I’m so incredibly sad this morning.