13 DPO

BFN with the new First Response Gold digital test. I just remember sitting on the bathroom floor praying while looking up every few seconds onto the counter to see if the test had finished. Negative. I’ve been super poopy & spacey all day. I keep checking my underwear (as I had been in the past few days) to see if my period had arrived. I was so tired today I left work about 2 hours early and took a 2 hour nap.

Is delirium a sign of pregnancy?

My temperature has dropped twice now and I am still stupidly holding on to the faintest hope that I can still be pregnant this cycle! Now I’m reading all of the stories of women who have gotten their BFPs late.

The spotting has completely stopped now. What was it if it weren’t implantation bleeding? It doesn’t sound like it could be spotting from my period since it’s stopped now.

Help!

12 DPO

As of this afternoon, the spotting has pretty much stopped. I’ve spent most of this evening researching implantation bleeding – hoping that that is what my spotting is. However, I’m starting to feel my normal period symptoms. Brian went to buy some more pregnancy tests and I’m amazed at how much will-power I have. (Although admittedly, I don’t need to pee.) If my temperature drops again tomorrow, I won’t POAS and will expect my period. Tomorrow morning can’t come any sooner.

11 DPO

I POAS again this morning and got another disappointing BFN. It’s quite hard to bounce back from those BFNs. At that point, I wanted to give up temping, monitoring, OPKing – everything. I don’t know what snapped me out of it – perhaps it was the hope that I could/would get pregnant again.

I stupidly still have hope for this cycle. I’ve been spotting for the last two days and my temperatures have amazingly stayed high. I’m hoping the spotting is implantation bleeding. If my temperatures stay high I might test again on Thursday or Friday (13 dpo or 14 dpo). As these days go by however, there’s less and less of a chance that I get pregnant this cycle.

I’m Going Crazy

I was so nauseated & sick yesterday that I was very optimistic about getting a BFP today. Now that I’ve started to spot, I’m more confused than anything. If I didn’t know any better, I would think my period was about to start. I’m hoping & praying now that it’s implantation bleeding.