14 DPO – Here We Go Again

My temperature spiking this morning gave Brian and I a lot of hope for a BFP. I POAS on another Gold digital and got a BFN. It just didn’t seem right to me, so I POAS on a regular First Response and immediately saw a faint line. The last time I saw this line was in February when we got pregnant the first time. It’s hard to contain my excitement even though we got a false positive a few days ago on the Dollar Tree test.

I might try to go get blood work done today.

13 DPO

BFN with the new First Response Gold digital test. I just remember sitting on the bathroom floor praying while looking up every few seconds onto the counter to see if the test had finished. Negative. I’ve been super poopy & spacey all day. I keep checking my underwear (as I had been in the past few days) to see if my period had arrived. I was so tired today I left work about 2 hours early and took a 2 hour nap.

Is delirium a sign of pregnancy?

My temperature has dropped twice now and I am still stupidly holding on to the faintest hope that I can still be pregnant this cycle! Now I’m reading all of the stories of women who have gotten their BFPs late.

The spotting has completely stopped now. What was it if it weren’t implantation bleeding? It doesn’t sound like it could be spotting from my period since it’s stopped now.

Help!

12 DPO

As of this afternoon, the spotting has pretty much stopped. I’ve spent most of this evening researching implantation bleeding – hoping that that is what my spotting is. However, I’m starting to feel my normal period symptoms. Brian went to buy some more pregnancy tests and I’m amazed at how much will-power I have. (Although admittedly, I don’t need to pee.) If my temperature drops again tomorrow, I won’t POAS and will expect my period. Tomorrow morning can’t come any sooner.

11 DPO

I POAS again this morning and got another disappointing BFN. It’s quite hard to bounce back from those BFNs. At that point, I wanted to give up temping, monitoring, OPKing – everything. I don’t know what snapped me out of it – perhaps it was the hope that I could/would get pregnant again.

I stupidly still have hope for this cycle. I’ve been spotting for the last two days and my temperatures have amazingly stayed high. I’m hoping the spotting is implantation bleeding. If my temperatures stay high I might test again on Thursday or Friday (13 dpo or 14 dpo). As these days go by however, there’s less and less of a chance that I get pregnant this cycle.

I’m Going Crazy

I was so nauseated & sick yesterday that I was very optimistic about getting a BFP today. Now that I’ve started to spot, I’m more confused than anything. If I didn’t know any better, I would think my period was about to start. I’m hoping & praying now that it’s implantation bleeding.

10 DPO & More Disappointment

I took both a Dollar Tree store test and a First Response test this morning and both were BFNs. I guess the BFP yesterday was a false positive. I’m so incredibly sad this morning.

9 DPO & Disappointment

Excited from our new BFP, we bought some First Response tests. Despite my better judgment, I peed on one of them this afternoon and got a BFN. Not even a faint line to keep me entertained.

I’m disappointed even though I know I’m not quite out yet. I’ll test again with first morning urine at 10 DPO.

9 DPO & Big Faint Positive!!!

Obviously having no will-power, I POAS this morning. I saw the beginnings of a line and showed Brian who saw nothing.

I’m so thrilled I can hardly type anything eloquent!

8 DPO

I don’t get home from work until 1 a.m. tonight so no time to obsess until 9 DPO!

7 DPO

I obviously cannot be left to my own devices. I POAS this morning and of course got a BFN. On one hand, I’m glad I got it out of my system, on the other, it reminds me of last month – where I got one BFN after another and eventually my period. It caused me to lose a little bit of hope although I know rationally that it’s still too early.

I dreamt last night that I got a BFP and was so thrilled – especially to tell Brian. I had another dream of an infant and said to her (!), “We’ve been waiting so long for you.” Sounds incredibly cheesy.

The next two days are going to be super busy so I hope it’ll keep my mind off things. I hope to test again at 10 DPO.