Too Anxious…

I have so much anxiety from waiting for my doctor to tell us what the new plan is that I’ve kind of shut down. I don’t care what I look like anymore, care even less about what I wear, and I don’t notice anyone or anything around me.

So today, I made a goal to make an effort to stop living inside my own brain. I’m proud so far – I walked the dogs, e-mailed some of my clients, wrote thank you notes to people who have been supportive of me, and donated some money to the Red Cross.

I need to start living life again – something I feel like I haven’t been doing since our first miscarriage. I feel that the first place to start, is by giving and doing nice things. Hopefully I can keep this up some way or another.