Progression Pics

4 Weeks, 4 Days Pregnant

Last night I dreamt that the nurse looked at my chart and it said that the doctor was trying to induce a miscarriage. I protested and said I was not going to miscarry and thought to myself that I should change doctors.

It’s so difficult to relax but I know I should. Even though I tell myself that I’m keeping this baby no matter what, I think in the back of my mind, I’m still worried about losing it. I lurk on the pregnancy boards as much as I can searching for hope.

I took another pregnancy test in the middle of the night and the “pregnant” line showed up before the control line. It confused me so much that I had to look again which line was supposed to be which.